What is Selah here for?

There are two plans for your life – one is God’s plan, and one is Satan’s. I want to use this blog to bring you the best and most inspiring stories – good news – and I also want to share with you what I can see of Satan’s plan in action – because we must be as wise as serpents, and as harmless as doves. That is the bad news, and you need to know it.

So there’s good news, and there’s bad news. I hope you’ll stick around for all of it, and remember to take a moment to click on Good News before you leave – top yourself up with something joyful before you go!

God Bless you



Selah – ‘pause and calmly think of that!’

Why would I suggest that you ‘pause, and calmly think of that!’?

Selah is a word used frequently in the Psalms to tell you to do just that – what you just read – think about it – take your time! Let it sink in!

God wants to reach you daily through His Word – so take some time in the scriptures to do this – read, then Selah!

I hope you have a wonderful day!

God Bless you!


What biblical lessons did Zach Bauer learn from smallholding?

This show was really fascinating, and held my attention more than many do! The information here is amazing, tying together the biblical with the practical, and giving insight into what God really meant and intended in His word. Until you have worked with animals, it’s clear you are missing out on the real understanding of some of God’s word. His explanations will give you insight and a new understanding of the simple practicalities of what God is telling you and showing you in the bible.

God Bless you


Three years blogging today!


I didn’t know – and wordpress told me. It’s hard to think back now to how my views have changed in the last three years. Has blogging helped? I think it has. Blogging has introduced me to more concepts than I would have found in a newspaper. More open and well-argued opinions and theories. More tragedy than anyone should have to endure. And more evil than we could believe our trusted health guardians capable of.

Yes, my views have changed. I have become perhaps more cynical of the lies in the media. I have become more doubting of the claims of the so-called “alternative” media too.

But one thing has shone through all of that worldly stuff – I cling ever closer to God! Why do I cling? Am I afraid of the world? No – I’m afraid of deception, because that puts a barrier between us and Him. So I seek Him and His word – and I close my mind around his word!

Deception is rife. It’s everywhere. It’s in the preposterous, but also the entirely believable. The believable is more dangerous, and the desirable even more so. How many of us could resist a comforting lie if it’s what our heart wants?! But surrendering our hearts to God and saying YOUR WILL, NOT MINE helps. The only way to know His will is to read His word!

The paring away of lies, of falsehood is only one aspect of our walk with God though. That is, in some respects, an intellectual path, and for me, that was the walk I had to take. I had to stop leaning on my own understanding! I had to get into the word of God to STOP my intellectual reasoning from getting in the way of my walk. My battle was partly with me!

But in many other respects this blog could come to an end and I could move away and shift my focus into something far simpler. Something not even slightly cerebral. Perhaps that will be my next adventure – to live in the wilds with my man and get truly back to basics. In the following post I’m going to share a show with Zach Bauer, and you need to listen to this, because the depth of his learning about God and His word was greatly increased when he began smallholding. I hope that is next for me – but far away from here! God willing!

This blog continues to draw visitors from around the world. I will finish by saying a big thank you to all my followers – thank you for sticking with me – some from the very early days. The shifts in my views have chased a few away, and drawn ire from others, but that was a necessary part of the journey I think!

As a final P.S. those of you in Torah may be like me and without a group or church to meet with. That isn’t an easy thing to deal with, and it can be very isolating. I’m going to add today all my favourite Torah teachers to the Resources page, so that you can find some spiritual food for your Sabbath rest and study. I hope these teachers are a blessing to you, but as with everything, use discernment, and close your mind around the word of God! If any of you are without fellowship and are in need to prayer, please use the email address on the About Lis page and contact me. I am happy to pray for your needs!

God Bless you


This is why they will kill us and believe they do God a service

In John 16:2, Jesus tells us:

“They will put you out of the synagogues; yes, the time is coming that whoever kills you will think that he offers God service.”

That verse came to mind today when I found this video linked randomly next to a YouTube video I was watching. The full title is “Gary Carlson: The move to 4th density will purify Humanity. Trump’s reptilian soul slows Ascension”

I couldn’t believe my eyes: This guy truly believes that Trump has a “reptilian soul” and that this is SLOWING DOWN OUR ASCENSION. Do you understand what that means, fellow believer?

The New Age teaches that there is a universal god, and that this god is above all things – that all religions worship this god through their different practices, and that ultimately we are all souls working towards raising our vibrational reality, our consciousness – on our way to being (or acknowledging) our internal godhood (which these nutters believe we always had, right?).

Anything that slows down our ascension as a planet will at some point be destroyed. When I say destroyed, I mean that just like the psychopathic Communists did to those who either would not submit, or who might likely resist the takeover of their country, these people will be machine-gunning Christians into trenches.

The New Age is a killer belief system. It’s genocidal. We were warned.

So who is Gary Carlson? He’s the guy behind the website www.icheckyoursoul.com and his beliefs can be read there. I quote:

3rd Density

The Oversoul or low Oversouls divides 22 to 32 ways in 3rd density, and becomes self-aware, living intelligent beings like humans. Souls in 3rd density can become, (in class order), Vegetables, Birds or Mammal (like us). Just 3 out of a 1,000 or about .3% become Vegetable people, about 24.9% become Bird people, and 74.8% become Mammal people, like Humanity.

Low souls can become, (in class order), Reptile people, Insect people and Spider people. More are Insect people than Reptilians, and the least are Spider people, but I’m not sure on the exact percentages. 1/2 of beings in 3rd density have souls. 1/2 have Low souls, which are similar and about equal in intelligence, more advanced spiritually in 3rd density, but don’t have  empathy for others, among other important traits. 3rd density lasts 1 cycle, or a little longer until one makes ascension.

Ascension is made after 1 cycle, if one’s soul is polarized either over 50%, for positive (service to others) or polarized 5% or under, to ascend negative (service to self).  3rd density also has 3 dimensions of space and can have a 4th dimension of consciousness (like Earth right now). In 3rd density 24% of your soul is in your body, 36% of your soul is around your body and 40% of your soul is on the soul plane. If you are a Wanderer in 3rd density, 32% of your soul is in your body, 28% of your soul is around your body and 40% of your soul is on the soul plane. That 40% of your soul on the soul plane can be used for remote viewing and help you in other ways. All 3 of these densities are in realm 1-red. 3rd density has 3 or 4 dimensions.

That all sounds like gobbledegook, right? (I used to be a New Ager, so I have more knowledge of this stuff, but that is obscure even for them). According to him, in the 4th density: [emphasis added]

4th Density

4th density is realm 2 orange and it has 5 to 10 dimensions, It is similar to 3rd density and a soul can go through their cycle here instead of 3rd density. One would usually live just once the whole cycle and be telepathic and have other mental powers. The low souls cannot do their cycle here, nor can the Archons live here. It has only plants and animals that have souls. Plants are trees, flowers, vegetables and grass that includes many weeds, herbs and ferns. Animals are mammals, birds, Fish and includes common sea life like squid & shrimp and an unnamed animal group that is not now on Earth. 28% of one’s soul is in the body with 32% around the body and 40% on the soul plane. While Wanderers have 32% in the body, 28% around the body and 40% on the soul plane. An Oversoul doing matter divides 20 ways and is a large piece of matter like a lake or a river or a piece of a star. Low Souls get here by making ascension negatively and stay here for 1/4th of a cycle, kind of a cooling off period and then go to the 3rd realm. (source for both quotes)

I’m reminded of a quote from New Age author Barbara Hand Clow: [emphasis added]

“Those who do not remain will go out of body because they have not quickened to the Light.” (source)

We might just think that this is harmless kookery, but it’s not. The men who invented the atomic bomb said to a concerned pilot who had asked if this bomb might kill lots of people:

“You can’t kill energy”

I quote one line from the linked blog post:

“The atomic bomb emerged from a first ray Ashram, working in conjunction with a fifth ray group; from the long range point of view, its intent was and is purely beneficent.”

Do you understand? The powers that be, the UN, the New Agers, and indeed almost every religion without Yeshua, is working on this belief that we are energy. In fact so-called “scientists” have been teaching this lie for more than a generation now.

Satan is very busy – when Communism (which is conservatively estimated to have killed 100 million people) failed, the New Age was the next in line. The powers that be will have no qualms about killing you and me – we’re holding everyone back from the true “light”, which you and I know to be known as lucifer!

God Bless you


Hormonal contraception is abortion

You might want to make yourself a cup of tea (or fetch something stronger) before you read this. I had no idea, and I bet you didn’t either. In fact many doctors didn’t know this. Hidden from us by the (p)harmaceutical industry, the very definition of pregnancy was changed to ensure that these drugs could not be called abortifacients.

I have been blessed (oddly) to be someone who reacts rather badly to pharma drugs, so I have to be very careful and take few, and rarely, things which are necessary. I was never in a position to use the pill, although I took the morning after pill two or three times over the years (and reacted badly). After I became a believer, it dawned on me that perhaps I had been pregnant during those times, and I had to repent. It grieved me that I may have been responsible for that, although I didn’t know if I was.

That wasn’t on my mind however when I came across a random meme:


I counted up (34 was my score, by the way – 34!) and came across number 32, and immediately went to look up whether this could possibly be true. Oh absolute horrors, it is. I’ll quote from this excellent article, and I urge you to go and read it all. [Emphasis added]

In order to prevent pregnancy, birth control pills employ several mechanisms. First, the synthetic hormones may convince a woman’s body that she is pregnant. This can stop the ovaries from releasing an egg. The Pill also makes it difficult for the sperm to reach the egg, because the hormones thicken the cervical mucus, making it difficult for the sperm to live and move. The Pill also creates changes in the uterus and fallopian tubes that can interfere with the transport of sperm.[1]

Despite the hormones’ ability to prevent the release of eggs, sometimes a “breakthrough ovulation” takes place. How often this happens depends upon several factors, such as which kind of pill the woman is taking, how consistently she takes her pills, and even how much she weighs. Even with correct and consistent use of the Pill, some formulas allow ovulation in less than 2 percent of cycles, while others allow a woman to ovulate during 65 percent of her cycles.[2]

When a woman ovulates, she can become pregnant. However, the Pill has mechanisms that can cause an abortion before a woman knows that she has conceived.

These mechanisms include preventing the fertilised egg from implanting in the wall of the uterus. This causes it to starve and die.

Previously doctors had considered that life begins at conception (a view I’m sure you all share). In order to get around this issue, the definition was changed: [emphasis added]

Because many women would never have agreed to use a drug or device that could cause an early abortion, those in favor of such contraceptives knew that the issue had to be resolved. In 1964 a Planned Parenthood doctor speaking of another type of abortifacient birth control recommended that scientists not “disturb those people for whom this is a question of major importance.” He added that judges and theologians trust the medical community, and “if a medical consensus develops and is maintained that pregnancy, and therefore life, begins at implantation, eventually our brethren from the other faculties will listen.”[9]

One year later the American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists (ACOG) decided to redefine pregnancy. In its words, “conception is the implantation of a fertilized ovum.”[10] Instead of defining conception as fertilization, ACOG decided that life begins nearly a week later, at implantation. At the time they said that this was because pregnancy could not be detected before then. Today science is able to detect pregnancy before implantation, but the ACOG still won’t correct its definition.[11]

According to this article (Link) the number of chemical abortions these medications cause is really shocking:

Some researchers (using very conservative figures) have calculated that the birth prevention pill directly causes between 1.53 and 4.15 million chemical abortions per year in the United States — up to two and a half times the total number of surgical abortions committed every year!

Let me put that in perspective:


I’m sure you are as appalled as I am.

This issue applies to all hormonal birth control, from oral contraceptives to implantable types.

So what to do?

If you have taken or used hormonal contraceptives in the past, or are now, you need to find out the method of action in the brand or type you use. Once you know how it works, and whether this issue has affected you, it’s time to draw close to God and to declare yourself, as His child, grieved to have been duped, and repentant for the consequences of that. The medical profession has yet another “black mark” against them for lying to the public. Informed consent only works if you are informed.

To be sharing this with you all is both a source of grief but also I am somehow relieved too, in that we can now say we know and decide how to go forward with the facts out in the open.

When we are ignorant of the truth we can be manipulated to make bad choices. Now we know we can decide to do things differently. Be gentle on yourself – you didn’t know the truth, but you do now.

God Bless you


Lex Meyer talks about Torah and obeying God

Lex has a really useful channel on YouTube – as a man raised within the church he came to realise that what he had been taught was not scriptural and began to study more deeply into the scirptures. He started his UNLEARN channel to help to teach those in the church the truth of the bible.

God Bless you


A rant about church complicity in the law of man (and rejecting the law of God!)

I’m not going to comment directly on this story, just provide you a link – go and read it. READ IT and WEEP!

The midwife hounded out of her job after 30 years (and 5,000 babies) because she refused to supervise abortions

Evil is enshrined in law – man’s law! Yet you in the church reject the law of God! You stand by whilst those with a conscience are drummed out of their professions – you stand by and WRING YOUR HANDS but you DO NOTHING! Because you stand for nothing. You have no basis to argue, you refuse to get involved, you don’t write to your MP, you don’t seek to change anything, and you still fail to keep the very law that Jesus kept perfectly. Shame on you!

When was the last time you wrote to your MP, or anyone else to try to effect change?! When was the last time you made a fuss and stood up against the tide of filth engulfing our society?

A friend (non-believer) told me that he keeps his mouth shut as his daughter, aged 16, talks about transgender as a “choice”. Why? Because he has no basis to argue from, presumably. He doesn’t have a belief himself, he doesn’t have a scripture to stand on and to argue from. He’s letting his child get carried away with a deception, and feels he can do nothing.

You are not in that position – you have a basis to argue from and you CAN take a stand. But will you? Can you be bothered to study the law of God? Will you stand on what is RIGHT? Or will you hang around with the vile appeasers in your church who say “there is no condemnation in Christ” but never finish the verse in case it offends:

There is, then, now no condemnation to those in Christ Jesus, who walk not according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit; [Romans 8:1 YLT]

If you have a modern bible, you won’t even see the complete verse because it’s been edited out.

You are walking according to your flesh. You are walking in “compassion” but it’s NOT it’s COWARDICE! It’s LICENSE! Do as thou wilt? NO! Do the WILL of GOD!

‘Not every one who is saying to me Lord, lord, shall come into the reign of the heavens; but he who is doing the will of my Father who is in the heavens. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, lord, have we not in thy name prophesied? and in thy name cast out demons? and in thy name done many mighty things? and then I will acknowledge to them, that — I never knew you, depart from me ye who are working lawlessness. [Matt 7:21-23 YLT, emphasis added]

What would Jesus do? Well, what DID Jesus do? He did the will of His Father! He kept, perfectly, the law, and died for our sins.

But you won’t study the law, you won’t even try!

Therefore thus saith the LORD God of hosts, the God of Israel; Behold, I will bring upon Judah and upon all the inhabitants of Jerusalem all the evil that I have pronounced against them: because I have spoken unto them, but they have not heard; and I have called unto them, but they have not answered. [Jeremiah 35:17 KJV]

You can expect ALL the condemnation of the law, all the curses of the law – on your doorstep, in your family, in your country – everywhere where the will of God is ignored.

David said in Psalm 119: 136:

Rivers of waters run down mine eyes, because they keep not thy law. [KJV]

Do you weep because God’s law is not kept? Why not?

And the glory of the God of Israel was gone up from the cherub, whereupon he was, to the threshold of the house. And he called to the man clothed with linen, which had the writer’s inkhorn by his side; And the LORD said unto him, Go through the midst of the city, through the midst of Jerusalem, and set a mark upon the foreheads of the men that sigh and that cry for all the abominations that be done in the midst thereof. And to the others he said in mine hearing, Go ye after him through the city, and smite: let not your eye spare, neither have ye pity: Slay utterly old and young, both maids, and little children, and women: but come not near any man upon whom is the mark; and begin at my sanctuary. Then they began at the ancient men which were before the house. And he said unto them, Defile the house, and fill the courts with the slain: go ye forth. And they went forth, and slew in the city. And it came to pass, while they were slaying them, and I was left, that I fell upon my face, and cried, and said, Ah Lord GOD! wilt thou destroy all the residue of Israel in thy pouring out of thy fury upon Jerusalem?

Then said he unto me, The iniquity of the house of Israel and Judah is exceeding great, and the land is full of blood, and the city full of perverseness: for they say, The LORD hath forsaken the earth, and the LORD seeth not. And as for me also, mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity, but I will recompense their way upon their head. [Ezekiel 9:3-10 KJV]

So I say again SHAME ON YOU who reject the law of Moses, who won’t even TRY to study it, let alone apply it. Your weak complicity in the evils of this world is bearing fruit – fruit which only the wrath of God will assuage.

You can expect to reap as you sow, brethren.

I will end with a quote from the article linked above. This comment comes from Lord Alton who supports the bill:

We should all emulate her bravery and that of Mary Doogan and Connie Wood, and loudly demand that the Conscientious Objection Bill gets the safe passage through Parliament that it fully deserves.

But if only we had kept to the law of Moses we wouldn’t need yet another law, yet another safe harbour for believers or those who are against abortion for non-religious reasons. We would have “Thou shallt not kill” and it would do the job.

O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not! [Matt 23:37 KJV]

Why would you not? Why would you resist the very law of God? Why?!

And that is the end of my rant.

God Bless you


Why did God give us the Law?

And why did God give His instructions more than once in many cases?

I believe that in order for us to be pleasing to God He had to leave us a blueprint of how to behave. He knew how depraved the world would become and He knew that we would have to “lean on our own understanding” if we were without His word, His law to guide us. God ensured throughout the centuries that His bible was kept whole – that we would have both the so-called “Old” testament as well as the “New” for a reason!

In giving us His law, and keeping His word whole for us today, He has given us an unchanged and unchanging blueprint so that we know how to behave, what is right, and what is wrong!


His laws and statutes are for us, and are for our benefit, and we can see from the life of Christ how to walk in the law, and we know that Yeshua was sinless because He kept the law!

To walk with God is a joy, a blessing and my pleasure – it’s the least I can do to try to be obedient, even if I fail!

I hope that you love God enough to walk in His statutes, and to know that He wrote them for your benefit!

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Yes you can! The law is not excluded from this!

The following image sums up what happens when we leave the law-making to people, instead of trusting in God!

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Humans are all basically Pharisees! Instead of trusting that God’s law is enough, they empower themselves by ever more carefully defining what we can and cannot do! They make up the penalties, and decide the punishments!

Here is a great show on dispensationalism – a doctrine which has denied people the blessings of obeying the law for more than a century!


God Bless you